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The Kid Nobody Picked: An Open Q&A With My Men's Group | Infinite Devotion Episode 148
07/09/2026 | 52 minThe Kid Nobody Picked: An Open Q&A With My Men's Group | Infinite Devotion Episode 148
Every Wednesday morning I get on a call with the men inside Becoming a Dominant Man and answer their questions. This time I flipped it and told them to ask me anything.
They did. What came back was a mix of the light and the heavy, which is how life actually goes. My bike. My sex toys, or lack thereof. What it actually takes to prepare for a nomadic life. How you get a dog to the vet without an address. And the friend who died at 38 a few days before this call, and what that did to my thinking about power exchange, plans, and time.
The heaviest question was the one about what makes me different as a dominant man. The answer is nothing, except that I've been willing to sit down with the seven year old who got picked on all day and let him say what he never got to say. Including the part where I admitted, out loud, that I still half believe nobody likes me.
In this episode:
The bike I ride and why drop bars saved my shoulders
Best and worst part of RV life (same answer for both)
Whether constant novelty kills novelty
My two biggest challenges building a 24/7 power exchange, and why life never gets in the way of it
Ten years of preparation, six months of purging, and the storage unit I now regret
Why community on the road is still the problem I haven't solved
Escapees mail service, Banfield, Discount Tire, and the unglamorous logistics of no fixed address
Abundance as acceptance, Carl Jung, and the two year old running most men's lives
Why a sailboat would be a hundred times harder than an RV
The only honest answer to "where's your favorite place you've been"
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Want to go deeper? All our courses and coaching: https://infinitedevotion.com/storeAsk Dawn Anything: Your Fear Is What Drives Away What You Want | Infinite Devotion Episode 147
31/08/2026 | 57 minWe haven't done one of these in a long time, so we sat down by the fire and answered your questions. Yours, all 6,500 plus of you who follow along on email and social, and Dawn's own following too. This week is every safe for work question you sent in. The sexual ones, the kinky ones, those are coming soon to the paid platforms.
In this episode Dawn gets into:
How she handles getting emotionally dysregulated without asking me to fix her, and why "help me" used to be a crutch
Practicing trust and surrender when the future of your marriage feels genuinely uncertain
The fear of losing this connection, and why what you're actually afraid of is never what you think it is
Why "life gets in the way" is the wrong frame entirely, and what to do instead
Her advice for a younger dom sub couple trying to build something that lasts
How she handles public opinion, criticism, and being recognized in public
Her favorite version of me that almost nobody else ever gets to see
What she's had to unlearn about sex, marriage, and monogamy
What she thinks couples misunderstand most about staying alive to each other over the long haul
Our actual morning and evening routines, no filter
How I show up for her when she's sick
What to do when your partner's preferences don't match your needs, and how to tell the difference between a hard no and a freeze response
The words that actually comfort her when she's struggling, and why there's no perfect sentence a man can say
How she handles it when she feels like I'm dropping the ball, and why that question itself was worth taking apart
And the one we get asked every single time we do one of these: when exactly did she fall from heaven
All the NSFW questions, the sexual ones, the dirty ones, the kinky ones, will be coming in the weeks ahead on Dawn's OnlyFans and inside the Infinite Devotion Community. Keep an eye out.
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CHAPTERS & TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 Fireside Chat Setup
02:09 Ask Dawn Anything Begins
03:08 Self Regulation and Support
06:47 Surrender in Crisis
09:57 Keeping the Dynamic Alive
15:02 Fear of Losing Connection
16:44 Advice for Engaged Couples
19:25 Handling Public Image
22:33 Containment and Desire
28:04 Favorite Side of Andrew
29:51 Unlearning Marriage Myths
31:31 Desire Keeps Love Alive
33:23 Fantasy Versus Real Kinks
33:54 Learning Self Love
36:11 Morning Night Rituals
38:33 Care When Sick
39:53 Needs Wants And No
43:54 Support Without Fixing
49:24 Sub Dom Control Trap
54:52 Closing And Heaven JokeHow Good Can This Get? Leadership, Health, and Loving Her Body Better Than a Doctor Would | Infinite Devotion Episode 146
24/08/2026 | 1 h 3 minThis week we get into one of the most practical ways I lead in our relationship: taking ownership of our health optimization. It started with a routine idea to get full blood work done and turned into a discovery that Dawn's ferritin was at seven, that I have early markers for Hashimoto's, and that Dawn carries a genetic marker (lipoprotein A) that changes how her body handles certain fats.
Along the way we talk about what it actually means for a man to lead, why individualized data beats throwing darts at a dartboard, and how being cared for this deeply lands for the one receiving it.
A few things we cover:
Why circulating iron and ferritin are not the same thing, and why it matters
What a standard yearly checkup tends to miss
Using your own body's data instead of internet rules about "good" and "bad" foods
How health optimization becomes a place to lead, and to be led
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CHAPTERS & TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 Welcome Back Lakeside
01:11 Leading Through Health
02:50 Ferritin Wake Up Call
07:37 Taking Charge of Care
10:35 Function Health Discovery
14:27 AI Powered Tracking
20:05 Biometrics Environment Data
26:09 Supplement Tweaks Results
27:50 Dawn Perspective Perfectionism
31:45 Cholesterol LpA Genetic Risk
34:18 Actionable Heart Risk Plan
35:14 CT Scan Peace of Mind
36:20 Lowering LDL Ammo
37:29 Rethinking Cooking Fats
38:56 Fear to Self Trust
44:12 Love Leadership Polarity
47:20 Body Signals and Salt
49:03 Different Bodies Same Meals
52:57 Grounding the Fear
56:31 Why He Leads Health
01:00:52 Advocacy and Wrap UpThe Newest Version of You Is the Most Authentic One | Infinite Devotion Episode 145
17/08/2026 | 1 h 15 minThe first version of us you ever saw was the least authentic version of us you'll ever see. Same goes for you, if you’re doing the work and going inward in your life. Every new thing that surfaces as you shed conditioning is truer than what came before it, which means the person your partner is becoming is more real than the one they used to be.
Dawn joined me for this one, and we recorded outside by a lake in northern Wisconsin. Bugs, birds, wind, squeaky lawn chairs, all of it. Slowest, easiest conversation we've had on here in a long time.
What we get into:
Where we've been since April (Grand Canyon, Page, southern Utah, Moab, Yellowstone, the Black Hills) and why moving weekly burned me out
Why I've been pivoting away from the dominant/submissive framing, and why none of the teaching actually changes
The version of you that lives in everyone else's mind, and what happens when you stop matching it
What it means when someone else's life makes you think "how dare they"
Permission versus acceptance, and why permission can't be used as a tool to pry something out of your partner
Why intimacy and sex are not the same word
One year of adult content: what surprised us, what Dawn found in it, and what I'm still working out for myself
We'll probably do more of these outside.
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CHAPTERS & TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 Lakeside Podcast Setup
01:57 Why We’re Here Today
04:15 Beyond Dom Sub Labels
09:20 RV Pace and Burnout
11:44 Southwest Route Highlights
16:50 Boondocking and Remote Living
18:25 Page Arizona and Lake Powell
21:25 Antelope Canyon Must See
22:39 Moab Parks and Mountain Detour
24:50 Yellowstone Awe and Wildlife
28:56 Dakotas Stops and Badlands Take
32:56 Wisconsin Reset and Fan Meetup
34:53 RV Parking Requests
35:19 Avoiding Big Cities
36:14 Adult Content Backlash
38:58 Authenticity Evolution
48:52 Acceptance in Relationships
52:44 Permission vs Safety
57:37 Porn First Then Depth
01:00:54 First Year Reflections
01:07:48 Romance Books Mirror
01:12:55 Lakeside Wrap Up
01:14:20 Rate and Review
Join the Infinite Devotion Community: https://infinitedevotion.com/community- Most couples who have been together a decade or two are not fighting. They are holding their breath. Somewhere along the way the relationship became a landmine map, a whole terrain of subjects you don't raise, tones you don't use, days you don't bring up money. Nobody signed up for that. It accumulated, one unhandled thing at a time, until the ground you could safely stand on got smaller every year.
This is part two of the abundance versus scarcity conversation, and it takes last week's idea straight into love, sex, and embodiment. Abundance is trust. Here is what that trust does once you put another person in the passenger seat, and why the couple who can find it is the one still laughing, still adventuring, and still having sex ten and twenty years down the road.
If you haven't heard part one yet, it stands on its own, but you'll get more out of this one if you go back to it after.
In this episode:
Why scarcity turns your partner from a person into a supply line to be secured and monitored
Two people, two brakes, one car, and why you both keep blaming the other for the fact that nothing is moving
The landmine map, how it forms without anyone deciding it should, and why it explains a fading sex life better than "we fell out of love" ever could
What abundance actually looks like in a man, why control is always the tell, and why he can lead, hold her, and hear a no without it landing as a verdict on his worth
Why a woman's nervous system reads a man's nervous system first, and why neediness pushes away the very desire it's reaching for
What abundance looks like in a woman, why the guard she built for good reasons is the thing standing between her and the surrender she wants, and why no man can install that trust for her
The shift from facing each other looking for threat to standing side by side looking forward at a life of possibility
Why "whatever happens, we'll handle it" is the most valuable thing a couple can own, and how it dissolves the landmine map instead of tiptoeing around it
How losing the scarcity makes money conversations, sex conversations, and honestly the whole rest of your life easier
An honest word on the in-between, why the first attempts to let go will feel reckless, and why that feeling is information about the size of the fear rather than proof you can't do it
The whole point in one line: love and connection do not have to be hard. Fear, control, and lack are what make them hard. Trust is what makes them easy.
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CHAPTERS & TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 Abundance Recap
05:23 Scarcity Creates Clinging
07:12 Partner As Resource
11:02 Landmine Relationship Map
14:58 Abundance For Men
17:48 Control Versus Presence
24:33 Hearing No With Trust
26:06 Why Women Feel It
30:05 Abundance For Women
39:39 Shared Abundance As Couple
43:28 Truth Play Adventure
49:08 Devotion And No Pressure
50:47 Practice And Grace
53:34 Wrap Up And Review
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Most long-term relationships end up in the same place. Two good people who love each other, living like roommates, wondering where the fire went and whether it's ever coming back.
Andrew and Dawn refused to accept that this was just what love becomes.
Infinite Devotion is the podcast for people who want both. Deep intimacy and intense desire, with the same person, for a lifetime, in a way that gets better instead of fading. Not as a fantasy, but as something that is actually possible, and actually lived.
Andrew draws from more than fifteen years of marriage to Dawn, years that started out intense and spicy, went all the way down into a dead bedroom and codependent silence, and all the way back to something even better. This is everything they walked through together to come out the other side into something neither of them knew was available. The lessons learned in that process have nothing to do with techniques or strategies. They have everything to do with who you actually are underneath all of the performing, what masculine and feminine energy actually are and why they matter, and what becomes possible when two people stop hiding and start showing up as themselves.
Dawn joins the conversation when she has something to say. Between the two of them, you get both sides of what this actually looks like from the inside of a conscious, fully alive marriage.
Each episode goes deep into the real causes of why love loses its heat, what it takes to bring it back, and what a relationship built on genuine polarity, embodiment, and devotion can become over a lifetime.
This is not relationship advice. This is what happens when two people refuse to settle.
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